a state of awareness brought on by breathing my skin is red from the heat of this bath I massage my neck with my finger tips and slip into nothingness, happy I watch my thoughts drift away I move the water around me I breathe in through my belly I hold my breath I release the air out gently when life around me becomes too crazy, no time to breathe or think or talk, I try to remember to be aware of how I'm feeling before overwhelm swallows me whole